When Nature Is Not Enough
    When Nature Is Not Enough

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    Name: Liz
    Location: New York

    I'm 37 and have been happily married since Sept. 2002. Ivan is truly my companion in life. Our TTC journey has felt like a never ending roller coaster ride. We had an ectopic PG in Dec. 04 and in April 05 found out my IF is due to tubal abnormality. We were told IVF was our only hope. July 05 we did IVF # 1 and it was a chemical PG. We did IVF # 2 in Oct. 05 and it was a BFN. In Jan. 06 we did a combined fresh and frozen embryo transfer and it was a BFN. We were determined not to give up our dream of having a baby. IVF # 4 was in April 06. The cycle worked like a charm and on December 20, 2006 we were blessed with Hannah and Matthew.

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    Thursday, July 21, 2005

    Feeling very negative

    As much as I want to be hopeful and positive I just can't. I am so worried that the follies are progressing too slow and the cycle will have to be cancelled. I know that's better then getting a - but the thought of it just makes me sad and angry. I don't know how to be optimistic. I have to wait for today's b/w results and I guess the next u/s will be the determining factor. If it is going to be cancelled I want it to happen already. I hate the thought of going through this and being cancelled. I hate all of this. I'm angry that my body can't even cooperate with this.

    I will stop now b/c I'm getting emotional.


    | posted by Liz at 11:17 AM |


    3 Comments:

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 11:28 PM~  

    I'm sorry things aren't going the way you had hoped. I know it's hard to be optimistic but try...it's not over...I know easier said then done. Thinking of you and hoping those follies will have growth spurts.

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 11:30 PM~  

    Sorry I posted and hadn't finished. Update when you have your next u/s. I'm anxious to know what the decision will be. Crossing my fingers that they won't have to cancel.

    Blogger Jessigirl commented at 11:46 PM~  

    Liz,

    I'm sorry you're so down. I will pray for you tonight, to have the strength to press on and for your follies to grow faster. Take care of yourself!

    Jess

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