IVF will hopefully bring us the miracle we are waiting for. |
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![]() About Me
I'm 37 and have been happily married since Sept. 2002. Ivan is truly my companion in life. Our TTC journey has felt like a never ending roller coaster ride. We had an ectopic PG in Dec. 04 and in April 05 found out my IF is due to tubal abnormality. We were told IVF was our only hope. July 05 we did IVF # 1 and it was a chemical PG. We did IVF # 2 in Oct. 05 and it was a BFN. In Jan. 06 we did a combined fresh and frozen embryo transfer and it was a BFN. We were determined not to give up our dream of having a baby. IVF # 4 was in April 06. The cycle worked like a charm and on December 20, 2006 we were blessed with Hannah and Matthew. |
Tuesday, August 02, 2005 Embryo Transfer Tomorrow
I'm excited and of course nervous about tomorrow. I can't believe I'm almost there. I was so worried that the cycle would be cancelled and so far the results have been great. My little turtles ended up being strong ones...YAY.
There is something about knowing that I have 12 little ones (we lost one yesterday, it didn't progress). I have 12 babies...I don't care I feel like a mommy. Too bad they are not with me. I'm feeling very emotional about the whole process. We're creating life and it is such a special and overwhelming feeling. For so long I thought this would never happen. So many months of feeling angry, sad, and empty and hopefully all that will soon go away. I know there is a possibility that they might not implant but for now all I will think about is that they will. For once in my life I will be positive and hopeful...even if it drives me crazy :) 5 Comments:
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