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![]() About Me
I'm 37 and have been happily married since Sept. 2002. Ivan is truly my companion in life. Our TTC journey has felt like a never ending roller coaster ride. We had an ectopic PG in Dec. 04 and in April 05 found out my IF is due to tubal abnormality. We were told IVF was our only hope. July 05 we did IVF # 1 and it was a chemical PG. We did IVF # 2 in Oct. 05 and it was a BFN. In Jan. 06 we did a combined fresh and frozen embryo transfer and it was a BFN. We were determined not to give up our dream of having a baby. IVF # 4 was in April 06. The cycle worked like a charm and on December 20, 2006 we were blessed with Hannah and Matthew. |
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 One Day at a Time
I've been taking it one day at a time and it has helped me not to obsess. I'm trying only to have positive thoughts. I refuse to let anything get to me. I'm feeling optimistic and will be hopeful until the very end.
I can't believe the cycle is over. As you all know it was very stressful for me. I was on an emotional roller coaster ride the last week. All those ups and downs. I started a journal about the cycle. It helped me express my feelings and also process all the different feelings. My mild case of OHSS is subsiding. I'm still bloated but I'm not huge. I can get around without feeling so much pain. I haven't gone back to work though. I've just been feeling so out of it and I just didn't want to deal with anyone. I will go back tomorrow. I'm surprised that the wait hasn't been as stressful as I thought it would. I will do a FRED this weekend and hope for the best. I appreciate all the support that I got from all of you these past few weeks, heck these past few months. Thank you for understanding. My motto for the week is "think positive and keep the faith". ...it's working. 8 Comments:
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