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![]() About Me
I'm 37 and have been happily married since Sept. 2002. Ivan is truly my companion in life. Our TTC journey has felt like a never ending roller coaster ride. We had an ectopic PG in Dec. 04 and in April 05 found out my IF is due to tubal abnormality. We were told IVF was our only hope. July 05 we did IVF # 1 and it was a chemical PG. We did IVF # 2 in Oct. 05 and it was a BFN. In Jan. 06 we did a combined fresh and frozen embryo transfer and it was a BFN. We were determined not to give up our dream of having a baby. IVF # 4 was in April 06. The cycle worked like a charm and on December 20, 2006 we were blessed with Hannah and Matthew. |
Monday, October 10, 2005 God Told Me No
Recently Ivan has been having feelings of ambivalence towards God. He is riddled with anger and sadness because of the loss of his mother and our difficulties. My sister gave him a spanish Christian cd with this song and she hoped that it would bring him some peace. The words gave me a sense of peace and comfort and helped me understand that it's all God's will. I translated the words and wanted to share the song with you.
God Told Me No I told God that I wanted patience, and God told me no, He told me no, that patience is a product of tribulation it is not granted, it is a conquest. I asked God to take my pride, He told me no, it is something that I must surrender. I told God that I wanted riches, and He told me no, that I must learn to depend on him. I asked God to heal my mother, He told me no, it is a process that we must go through in my time I will act, understand it because I am God. I've finally understood to do your will that you are my Master and my guide is you. What the Holy Spirit says that's what I will do Here, in you and in me reigns God. I asked God to save my country, and He told me no, That first you must be humble. If all in the land will be humble, that in which my name is invoked, I will save your country and will forgive all. I've finally understood to do your will that you are my Master and my guide is you. What the Holy Spirit says that's what I will do Here, in you and in me reigns God. I asked God if he loved me, and He told me yes, you are finally understanding. Sometimes he tells you yes And other times he puts you on "hold" or in waiting, But I have learned to be pleased Even if he tells me no. I've finally understood to do your will that you are my Master and my guide is you. What the Holy Spirit says that's what I will do Here, in you and in me reigns God. 5 Comments:
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