When Nature Is Not Enough
    When Nature Is Not Enough

    IVF will hopefully bring us the miracle we are waiting for.

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    About Me

    Name: Liz
    Location: New York

    I'm 37 and have been happily married since Sept. 2002. Ivan is truly my companion in life. Our TTC journey has felt like a never ending roller coaster ride. We had an ectopic PG in Dec. 04 and in April 05 found out my IF is due to tubal abnormality. We were told IVF was our only hope. July 05 we did IVF # 1 and it was a chemical PG. We did IVF # 2 in Oct. 05 and it was a BFN. In Jan. 06 we did a combined fresh and frozen embryo transfer and it was a BFN. We were determined not to give up our dream of having a baby. IVF # 4 was in April 06. The cycle worked like a charm and on December 20, 2006 we were blessed with Hannah and Matthew.

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    Friday, October 28, 2005

    Worst Fertilization Report

    The embryologist called and it definitely was not what I was expecting to hear.

    19 eggs retrieved
    17 mature
    2 fertilized

    ONLY 2 are fertilizing....I can't believe this. This just isn't good. He couldn't even come up with something positive to say because there is a possibility that these 2 won't make it. He mentioned my dr is going to call me about using the frozen blasts but I didn't want to do that. I'm numb...I don't know what to think, I don't know what to feel.

    There is no hope right now...no positive thoughts helping me go on.


    Update:

    I called the embryologist b/c with my shock I wasn't able to really ask questions. Right now the problem is unexplained. The sperm and eggs are not communicating....they don't know why. They are keeping the eggs that did not fertilize in the petri dish for another day to see if they will fertilize...maybe they are late bloomers who knows. I can only hope that the 2 that fertilized will start dividing. If tomorrow they are between 2-4 cell then that is a good sign and we might be able to do a transfer. Image hosted by Photobucket.com


    | posted by Liz at 1:00 PM |


    4 Comments:

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 3:44 PM~  

    Oh no!! I hope the 2 eggs are super strong and start growing for you!! I will be keeping you in my thoughts and wishing the best for you!!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 6:37 PM~  

    Oh Liz, I know how frustrating this is. I hope they will continue to fertilize...don't lose hope...I know it's hard.

    Blogger Shell commented at 8:06 PM~  

    you and those embies are in my prayers!!

    Blogger Thalia commented at 11:15 AM~  

    Liz how incredibly frustrating and disappointing. Particularly since they have no idea why. I hope those two are the two that you need.

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