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Name: Liz

Location: New York

I'm 37 and have been happily married since Sept. 2002. Ivan is truly my companion in life. Our TTC journey has felt like a never ending roller coaster ride. We had an ectopic PG in Dec. 04 and in April 05 found out my IF is due to tubal abnormality. We were told IVF was our only hope. July 05 we did IVF # 1 and it was a chemical PG. We did IVF # 2 in Oct. 05 and it was a BFN. In Jan. 06 we did a combined fresh and frozen embryo transfer and it was a BFN. We were determined not to give up our dream of having a baby. IVF # 4 was in April 06. The cycle worked like a charm and on December 20, 2006 we were blessed with Hannah and Matthew.

4 days past 3 day transfer…implantation could be occurring. Image hosted by Photobucket.com

I’m doing my very best to be hopeful and not give into my negativity….it seems to be working. Fortunately I’m not going crazy and obsessing. Going back to work on Tuesday helped. Although once I got here I felt guilty that I should have been home in bed resting so they could snuggle in but being home would mean I would get consumed with all sorts of feelings. Fortunately work isn’t that stressful or physical. Although Tuesday I had some kids that were extremely restless and I was moving a lot but these lil guys have proven to be strong and I’m sure they can make it…if it’s possible and most of all if it’s meant to be.

It’s funny how for months all I did was think about wanting to be pregnant and now that I might actually be I have to remind myself that sometimes things happen for a reason. I know in my heart that I will have a baby but if it’s not this time then it will be next time. My prayers and thoughts have changed so much…I’ve changed so much. I feel wiser, stronger but still struggling with patience. I’ve learned that I have to have faith and that will get me through everything.

Since I'm trying to be hopeful the PUPO blinkie goes up again.

When Nature Is Not Enough
IVF will hopefully bring us the miracle we are waiting for.
About Me Name: Liz Location: New York I'm 37 and have been happily married since Sept. 2002. Ivan is truly my companion in life. Our TTC journey has felt like a never ending roller coaster ride. We had an ectopic PG in Dec. 04 and in April 05 found out my IF is due to tubal abnormality. We were told IVF was our only hope. July 05 we did IVF # 1 and it was a chemical PG. We did IVF # 2 in Oct. 05 and it was a BFN. In Jan. 06 we did a combined fresh and frozen embryo transfer and it was a BFN. We were determined not to give up our dream of having a baby. IVF # 4 was in April 06. The cycle worked like a charm and on December 20, 2006 we were blessed with Hannah and Matthew. View my complete profile	Thursday, November 03, 2005 Trying to be hopeful 4 days past 3 day transfer…implantation could be occurring. I’m doing my very best to be hopeful and not give into my negativity….it seems to be working. Fortunately I’m not going crazy and obsessing. Going back to work on Tuesday helped. Although once I got here I felt guilty that I should have been home in bed resting so they could snuggle in but being home would mean I would get consumed with all sorts of feelings. Fortunately work isn’t that stressful or physical. Although Tuesday I had some kids that were extremely restless and I was moving a lot but these lil guys have proven to be strong and I’m sure they can make it…if it’s possible and most of all if it’s meant to be. It’s funny how for months all I did was think about wanting to be pregnant and now that I might actually be I have to remind myself that sometimes things happen for a reason. I know in my heart that I will have a baby but if it’s not this time then it will be next time. My prayers and thoughts have changed so much…I’ve changed so much. I feel wiser, stronger but still struggling with patience. I’ve learned that I have to have faith and that will get me through everything. Since I'm trying to be hopeful the PUPO blinkie goes up again. \| posted by Liz at 9:58 AM \| 8 Comments: Shell commented at 10:25 AM~ Great attitude!!! I am rooting for you Liz!! God will complete our families!! Take care!! Anonymous commented at 10:58 AM~ Yes, be very hopeful!! Glad you put the PUPO blinkie up....LOVE IT!! Anonymous commented at 10:24 AM~ Remain hopeful because this is it!! You are PUPO and in about 10 days will officially be PG. Lots of sticky glue to ya. Sporty commented at 12:25 PM~ My thoughts and prayers are with you Liz! Keep the faith. You are such a stong woman and have such a great attitude. You will make a wonderful mom. I can't wait to hear that the PUPO has turned into a definite positive. Take care and have a wonderful weekend! Jenna commented at 8:43 PM~ Liz, you seem so strong right now, it is amazing! I don't even know what to say, I just hope that I can learn by your example. You are just such an incredible person, I know you will make such a great mom. Hugs, Jenna Allie commented at 7:32 AM~ The PUPO is a big step, girl! Good for you! I definitely hear a different tone with with cycle, and I'm just so happy that you seem to be less stressed and more at peace wth this cycle. It gives me so much hope for my next cycle. Just praying and praying and praying for you - my mom too. Sending hugs to you across the internet. Jenn commented at 5:33 PM~ I am so glad that you are keeping a great attitude - you are such an inspiration. I am crossing my fingers and praying that these little ones stick for at least 9 months!!!!! Heather P. commented at 7:23 AM~ Liz Keeping you and beans in my thoughts and prayers. You just have to have a good stick!!!!!!!!!! Want to Post a Comment? back to main page
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