When Nature Is Not Enough
    When Nature Is Not Enough

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    Name: Liz
    Location: New York

    I'm 37 and have been happily married since Sept. 2002. Ivan is truly my companion in life. Our TTC journey has felt like a never ending roller coaster ride. We had an ectopic PG in Dec. 04 and in April 05 found out my IF is due to tubal abnormality. We were told IVF was our only hope. July 05 we did IVF # 1 and it was a chemical PG. We did IVF # 2 in Oct. 05 and it was a BFN. In Jan. 06 we did a combined fresh and frozen embryo transfer and it was a BFN. We were determined not to give up our dream of having a baby. IVF # 4 was in April 06. The cycle worked like a charm and on December 20, 2006 we were blessed with Hannah and Matthew.

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    Wednesday, February 08, 2006

    Not surprised


    BFN

    I did a HPT this morning and that's what I got. I did one yesterday and got the same so I wasn't surprised today when there was only one line. I can't believe it....why!!!!!!!!

    I'm still waiting for my beta results which probably won't be in until tomorrow. I didn't go to the clinic and went to Quest lab and they did not put it in as a STAT so I may have to wait until tomorrow.

    We are obviously very disappointed, angry and puzzled as to what keeps going wrong. I remember during my 1st cycle I would joke about how it wouldn't work until the third try....ha, the joke is on me. Three fresh IVFs and one FET and NO BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!

    This FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!

    UPDATE:

    It's official...BFN....damn!!!!!!

    I am purposely not going into details as to how I'm feeling because I don't want to lose it.


    | posted by Liz at 2:48 PM |


    29 Comments:

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 3:14 PM~  

    Oh Liz, I am so sorry. My heart breaks for you.

    Blogger MB commented at 3:42 PM~  

    Dammit Liz! I'm so sorry.

    Blogger Shell commented at 3:47 PM~  

    Damn! Not freakin' fair!!! So sorry Liz....it sucks! my heart aches for you......

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 4:51 PM~  

    Liz, I am so sorry to hear your news. I wish there was something I could do or say to make things better. Thinking of you and Ivan.

    Blogger beagle commented at 5:09 PM~  

    I am so very sorry. You are both in my thoughts.

    Damn, damn, damn.

    Blogger EJW commented at 5:17 PM~  

    This sucks donkeys.

    I'm so sorry.

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 5:38 PM~  

    I am so very sorry.

    Blogger Rebecca commented at 6:37 PM~  

    I'm so, so sorry. My heart is breaking for you.

    Blogger Jenna commented at 6:54 PM~  

    FUCK IT... This sucks!!!!!!
    I am sorry Liz, this is just so crappy!!!! I hope that you are doing okay, if you need to talk or cry I am here for you.
    Love,
    Jenna

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 9:53 PM~  

    I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I'm thinking of you.

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 5:17 AM~  

    Liz I'm very very sorry that this didn't work. It just doesn't compute that you would go through all of this for four BFNs. You deserve so much better. I am sorry.

    Blogger Nico commented at 8:25 AM~  

    Crap. Crap, crap, crap. I'm so sorry that yet another cycle didn't work for you.

    Blogger Mrs. D. commented at 9:26 AM~  

    Liz.. I am so so sorry. I was really hoping for you this time. I know how you are feeling and that it must be heartbreaking. Just know we are all here for you right now.
    love,
    Jamie

    Blogger Fertility Faux Pas commented at 9:42 AM~  

    Shit. It's all so unfair and I'm so sorry that this has happened. You and Ivan are in my thoughts.

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 10:26 AM~  

    Liz, I am so sorry. HUGS....

    Blogger jude commented at 11:10 AM~  

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    Blogger jude commented at 11:12 AM~  

    I refreshed my screen.

    I am so sorry.

    We're all here for you.

    Blogger Heather P. commented at 1:13 PM~  

    I am so sorry Liz

    Blogger Jessigirl commented at 2:50 PM~  

    Liz, I wish I could be there to comfort you. I really hate that this happened. I can understand you not wanting to talk about it right now. But, when you are ready, we are all listening and we are all here for you.

    Jess

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 4:10 PM~  

    I am so sorry for what you are going through. It doesn't seem fair.

    Blogger zhl commented at 4:23 PM~  

    Shit. I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could to make it better for you.

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 4:34 PM~  

    You're in my thoughts. I wish I could make it better.

    Blogger Portlairge commented at 9:20 PM~  

    Liz, I am so, so sorry. It is so ufair that you and Ivan have go through this.

    Blogger x commented at 9:56 PM~  

    I am so so so sorry. You have to know how badly we all want to reach out to you right now. My heart is breaking for you.

    Blogger Kellie commented at 9:05 AM~  

    de-lurking to say I'm sorry Liz.

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 4:17 PM~  

    Liz, I am so saddened to hear of your news. Thinking of you.

    {{HUGS}}

    Blogger Ally commented at 10:48 AM~  

    Liz,

    I don't know what to say...it's heartbreaking I know. My thoughtas and prayers are with you and Ivan.

    Blogger Lut C. commented at 6:22 PM~  

    I'm so sorry this is happening to you, again.

    Blogger Larisa commented at 7:46 PM~  

    I'm so so sorry.

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