When Nature Is Not Enough
    When Nature Is Not Enough

    IVF will hopefully bring us the miracle we are waiting for.

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    About Me

    Name: Liz
    Location: New York

    I'm 37 and have been happily married since Sept. 2002. Ivan is truly my companion in life. Our TTC journey has felt like a never ending roller coaster ride. We had an ectopic PG in Dec. 04 and in April 05 found out my IF is due to tubal abnormality. We were told IVF was our only hope. July 05 we did IVF # 1 and it was a chemical PG. We did IVF # 2 in Oct. 05 and it was a BFN. In Jan. 06 we did a combined fresh and frozen embryo transfer and it was a BFN. We were determined not to give up our dream of having a baby. IVF # 4 was in April 06. The cycle worked like a charm and on December 20, 2006 we were blessed with Hannah and Matthew.

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    Wednesday, May 10, 2006

    Finally got the results

    I knew the waiting would not be easy. I've done my best to think positive but last night all hope vanished when I went to the bathroom and there it was bright red....BLOOD. For those of you that have shared my journey with me you know that I start to spot and bleed a few days before my beta. This was not what I wanted to see. Maybe this was a sign of what awaited me.

    This morning I did a HPT and I got a + but it was sort of faint. At 10dp5dt I wasn't expecting a faint +. I saw the two lines and I didn't get happy. All I thought about was my first cycle. I got a + and then it all came tumbling down. Was this what was going to happen again? I didn't tell Ivan about the + because I didn't want to worry him. He had also asked me not to test. He is crazy if he thought I was not going to test.

    For the first time I was happy that the clinic didn't give the results of the 1st beta. I'm glad I will get both results at the same time. If it didn't double then I know there is a problem and don't have to wait another 2 days hoping it will improve.

    When they finally called my heart was racing. I did my best to sound calm when all I wanted to do was scream from the nervousness.

    I didn't know how to tell Ivan so I let Misty, my darling cat, give him the news.

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    YES, it worked...OMG, it worked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    8dp5dt beta was 156.6

    10dp5dt beta was 414.7


    | posted by Liz at 4:55 PM |


    42 Comments:

    Blogger beagle commented at 5:08 PM~  

    Fantastic News!

    Congratulations!

    Blogger M commented at 5:12 PM~  

    AWESOME!!!!!!! I came back just to check on you! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!

    Blogger Cookie Lisa commented at 5:17 PM~  

    YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! I am sitting here in tears for you!!! I can't tell you how happy I am for you!!! Now we can only wait and see if it will be 1 or 2!! Praise GOD!!

    Lisa

    Blogger Kellie commented at 5:21 PM~  

    delurking to say Congrats!

    Blogger seattlegal commented at 5:27 PM~  

    delurking to say Yay!!! Congrats to you and Ivan!

    Blogger Nico commented at 5:34 PM~  

    I am *SO* happy for you!!! I've been checking your site like a madwoman today, hoping so hard for good news. And then I read about the blood, and my heart sank. But your betas are fantastic. Woo-hoo!!!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 5:43 PM~  

    OMG Liz! that's is fantastic news! I can't tell you how excited I am for you and Ivan. WHEW, Your beta is HIGH!!!!! Can't wait to find out if you're carrying TWINS!

    WAY TO GO APRICOT & BUTTERCUP!!
    Hang on tight and snuggle in there and be good babies for your mommy & daddy.

    Blogger MB commented at 6:20 PM~  

    Oh, we may just get to meet Apricot and Buttercup soon... I know someone else who just got her beta of 156 last week and today they found 2 sacs!!!

    Congrats! Excellent News!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 6:34 PM~  

    I love the way you told Ivan.

    May you have months and months of happiness.

    Blogger EJW commented at 6:51 PM~  

    HOORAY! That's so awesome! Congrats to you and Ivan!

    Blogger zhl commented at 7:03 PM~  

    Congratulations! So happy for you, Ivan, and big sister.

    Blogger Shell commented at 7:23 PM~  

    YIPPPEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So freakin' happy for you!!!!

    Blogger Jenn commented at 8:08 PM~  

    O My God !! O my God!!! I am so freakin excited for you!!!! what great numbers!!! Woo Hoo!!! I can't stop smiling!!!!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 8:26 PM~  

    Such very good news. I am so happy for you and your husband. Please take care! The best has just begun.

    Blogger Kris commented at 8:43 PM~  

    Wonderful news! I'm so thrilled for you. I just got back from my GIFT and the first thing I did was log on to see if you'd posted your results. So glad to finally see some good, fantastic, fabulous news!

    Blogger x commented at 9:03 PM~  

    Amazing news! I am so happy for you and Ivan. dyzmy

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 9:23 PM~  

    Liz, I am so happy for you!!! Great beta! Love how you told Ivan.

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 10:11 PM~  

    Oh Liz, I am SO happy for you!! I'm happy that your long journey will have a happy ending. You both deserve this so much. CONGRATS!!!!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 10:14 PM~  

    I've been so anxious all day waiting to come home to hear your news.

    WAY TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    What a fantastic beta....TWINS...okay I'll wait for the u/s.

    Liz, I am so happy for you! Congrats to you and Ivan.

    P.S. Love the big sister.

    Blogger Jenna commented at 10:15 PM~  

    I am going to be an Aunt!!!! YEA !!!! I have been so excited all day!!!! This is such great news!!! I can't reall see misty that well can you send me the pic in e-mail bigger!!!

    I am so excited congratulations !!! Tell Ivan I said congrats too!!!!
    I can't wait for your first Dr's visit!!!!

    Blogger Rebecca commented at 11:00 PM~  

    CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! That's wonderful news!!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 11:33 PM~  

    This is SO freaken great!! What a beta!!!!!

    Celebrate your wonderful news!!

    Congrats to you and your DH.

    Blogger Krista commented at 12:33 AM~  

    Congratualations Liz. I am so happy for you.

    Blogger Thalia commented at 3:47 AM~  

    Liz I was really holding my breath as the page loaded! I'm so happy for you both. Finally!!

    Blogger Ally commented at 8:22 AM~  

    That is awesome Liz...I'm so happy for you both.

    Blogger Sporty commented at 2:44 PM~  

    That is the best news that I have got all day!!! Happy Mother's Day Liz. You and Ivan definitely deserve this!!! I will keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers. Nine months isn't going to come quick enough!!!!

    Blogger Winnifred commented at 3:50 PM~  

    CONGRATULATIONS!!! I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy for you!!!

    ENJOY and try not to stress too much (yeah, fat chance, i know!)

    hugs!

    Blogger Allie commented at 7:08 PM~  

    holy crap, holy crap, holy crap! Liz, you are pregnant!! OMG! I am freaking out here! I wish I were able to give you a big giant hug. But I'm stuck here in Ohio with my Lupron, so internet hugs will have to do. xoxoxox. Crying big, giant, happy tears for you!

    Blogger C commented at 7:26 PM~  

    Friggin Amazing!!! I am SO SO SO happy for you!!!! What a journey! May the rest of it be smooth sailing!

    Blogger Heather P. commented at 4:38 AM~  

    Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Wishing you a wonderful pregnancy!!! I have been off the computer for a little while and was thinking of you tonight!!! Congrats again!

    Blogger Heather P. commented at 4:40 AM~  

    Also what a great mother's day gift! Last year on mothers day that is when I had my transfer!

    Blogger jude commented at 2:41 PM~  

    I am so happy for you!!! Way awesome!!!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 2:43 PM~  

    OMG - Liz - it has been several months since I was able to see your blog because I took mine down and lost all my links. I searched and searched and finally found you.

    CONGRATS!!!! I am so over-the-moon happy for you and Ivan. I can't wait to see what the next step brings!!!!

    Blogger Linda commented at 4:10 PM~  

    Hooray! Congrats, Liz!

    Blogger Fertility Faux Pas commented at 4:37 PM~  

    God, you really psyched me out with that post! Whew!

    Congratulations to you and your husband. I'm thrilled for you both!!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 6:43 PM~  

    Oh Liz this is such WONDERFUL news!!!! So happy for you...you deserve this so much.

    Love the big sister.

    CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 10:35 PM~  

    WOW...as I read the post I was starting to worry. So happy for you. Much congratulations to you and your DH.

    Blogger Hopeful Mother commented at 1:20 PM~  

    I am so excited for you! Congratulations and best wishes for a healthy and "uneventful" pregnancy...!

    Blogger Sarah commented at 11:40 AM~  

    WOW!! It is so nice to hear the good news. Congrats to you and your husband!

    Anonymous Anonymous commented at 2:39 PM~  

    Give us an update!!!

    Jess

    Blogger Family Ties commented at 6:21 PM~  

    Congratulations! :)

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